Everyone needs someone
who is always there and always caring.
Everyone needs someone
who is just a touch or a card or a phone call away;
someone with whom you can share
everything thats in your heart
or simply talk about the day in the way
that only two of you can.
Everyone needs someone to encourage them;
to believe in them;
to give a pat on the back
when things have gone right,
and a shoulder to cry on
when they haven't.
Everyone needs someone to remind them
to keep trying and that it will all work out.
I hope everyone has someone... LIKE ME!

^_^ hahahaa!

Positive thinkin is like this: A little bird in the sky, U look up and it shits in your eye, U dont mind and you U dont cry, U just thank GOD that cows dont fly!!! (", ) No matter how many times you may have fallen short in the past, you can go positively forward right now. No matter how often you've chosen a path that has led you astray, you can now choose to move straight ahead. Do not be dismayed by what has already come to pass. For now you can choose to live the best of your possibilities. Don't waste a lot of time being disappointed by the shortcomings in your past. Now is your opportunity to move beyond them. Whatever has been, has been and is finished. What is to be, is yours now to choose. Now is the moment that you can influence. Now is the time to take positive action. Get up and go forward from whatever may have happened before. Now is truly your moment to shine.

Currently listening to: Garbage - Milk

It's Sunday. As usual, the Barks & Co. went to the beach. We had lotsav fun today because we tried out my new kayak! whooopee! Twas loads of fun... but my arms are now hurting so much... *sigh* The price you pay for fun? Crazzzzzy!

I love the beach... everytime I go there, I just feel so serene. It wasn't too hot today, just a little warm and really breezy. Mmmmm, when I'm old, I wanna retire and live on a beach.. and buy my own island... in my dreams. ^_^ Life's a beach.

I've crossed the deserts for miles
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine
(I'm coming)
A piece of something to call mine
(I'm coming)
(I'm coming)
Coming closer to you

Went along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine
(I'm coming)
Is the place I can call mine
(I'm coming)
(I'm coming)
Coming closer to you

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Never been here before
I'm intrigued, I'm unsure
I'm searching for more
I've got something thats all mine
I've got something thats all mine

Take me somewhere I can breathe
I've got so much to see
This is where I want to be
In a place I can call mine
In a place I can call mine

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Moving, coming
Can you hear what I hear?
(Hear it out of reach)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you

Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores
(Coming closer to you)
Many faces I have know
Many way in which I've grown
Moving closer on my own
(Coming closer to you)

I move it
I feel it
I'm coming
Not drowning

I move it
I feel it
I'm coming
Not drowning

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you
(Take me to my beach)

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you
(Take me to my beach)

Current mood: giddy

Love is not all: it is not meat nor drink Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain; Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink And rise and sink and rise and sink again; Love can not fill the thickened lung with breath, Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone; Yet many a man is making friends with death Even as I speak, for lack of love alone. It well may be that in a difficult hour, Pinned down by pain and moaning for release, Or nagged by want past resolution's power, I might be driven to sell your love for peace, Or trade the memory of this night for food. It well may be. I do not think I would.

My day started with a *BANG*! No, nobody got shot... but i had a major migraine. All because I slept sooo late and I was suddenly awakened by hardcore banging on the door by Claire! Accckkk! She just wanted to copy some documents from my computer. Shish!

OMG! Where have i been??? To London... to visit the queen.

I don't even know where to begin, my life did a good 180-degree turn. I have all the time to write... but I'm still waiting for my DSL internet connection to get hooked up so I won't be bothered by this oh-so-slow speed...

I'll get back to you.. promise this won't take forever! tee hee!

What do you do when the person you love doesn't love you anymore? How can you be "just friends" when in your heart you've already lived a dozen lifetimes with this person? After his or her being your everyday, how will you wake up to today? How do you move on after loving with your whole heart... and giving your all? Though I cannot speak for everyone, I can speak for myself, and what I would do... what I have done... is move on... facing each morning... painfully... but with my head held high... because I know that I did give my all and I did love with my whole heart. The guy I love... loves another. Now what could be more painful than that? And yet, on the day he told me that friends is all we could be, he said I surprised him with my kindness and understanding. Instead of the anger he was expecting and ready for... I found it in me to smile and say everything would be okay. Because in truth, I knew it would. I have always believed (and always will) that love is pure and true... and that everyone has someone... two people meant to be together for the rest of their lives. And this is why I give all that I have. Even though friends often tell me to be careful because I might just as easily get hurt, I still give my everything, telling them that it is the only way I can know if it will work out or not. And after having given my all, if and when the relationship doesn't work, at least I am comforted by knowing that I couldn't have done anything better. I live my life with no regrets... and the only way for me to do that is by not holding back... so as to avoid the "what-ifs" that plague many of my friends' thoughts. I would be lying if I say it doesn't hurt. The truth is... tears cleanse the wounds on my heart every night before I go to sleep... bittersweet memories bring not laughter, but pain... and the feeling of being alone gnaws at my consciousness, just waiting for me to break down. But I will not break down. Because I know that he is happy. And because I still love him. That has not changed... because I loved him not knowing whether he loved me back or not. I may have lost him... and us... but I will not lose me. I am here... and I move on...