I’ve had a lot of musings lately. Trying to decipher the undecipherable. So many questions. (But the answers, so few.) If they say that love makes the world go round, well, then maybe that’s why my love life seems to be going around in circles. Patterns. Daym! I should be breaking free from this terrible cycle by now. I’m learned so I should...

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Current mood: contemplative I've spoken with the Cousin Club and they confirmed that my behavior is so unlike any of them thinking that I grew up with those peeps. They told me that I so mirror the midwife who took care of me when I was just a baby. So what's so important about that? The midwife happened to be a junkie. One...

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Two days in a row now and this unsettling feeling is still pestering me. Since 5 in the morning yesterday and every now and then, my heart palpitates wildly as if insisting to be heard. Something tells me something bad is really going to happen, or has happened already. This is not the first time this has happened to me but it’s been...

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I’ve been trying to figure out how to get out of my depressed state for some days now, four days to be exact and I still can’t get a grip of myself. My mom probably sensed it when she told me that there was something wrong with me and she wanted to find out what it was. I couldn’t really say. I don’t...

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